..so soon?
Posted on February 10th, 2009 in ...nothing speaks
…there is truth to what they say: …nothing lasts.
… and i go: “its over? So soon?” Damn.
ah. so this is how silence sounds.
how crushingly dead and empty.
the last time, i experienced SILENCE like this,
i could have shown it was more pleasantly melodic…
but then again,
i was on the opposite side of the fence.
meaning… i initiated the silence… it was NOT i who suffered it.
I SEE NOW… this is what it feels like.
… i must say… it’s pretty nasty .
and i guess, this is my karma.
…realizing that, i will straighten my spine and deal with this.
after all, this is my just desserts.
crushed
…that simple 3-syllable word says it all.
what more can i possibly add to make it more understandable? 
wouldn’t i sound redundant if i add more nonsense when no one even bothers?
and since that we’ve already established that fact,
… here’s what we’ll do now…
i am going to smile like her. and plot as sinisterly as her smile.
not to worry, I will be fine. so, there is no need to worry yourself.
I am going to enjoy this, i assure you.
…it what sadists like me enjoy like you wouldn’t understand. 
LMFAO. ^^
peace out.




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